Thursday, November 13, 2008

The eye of the storm

Yesterday morning, I lost my shit. And what I mean is that I. LOST. MY. SHIT. Totally - a complete freak out/meltdown that I can't stop thinking about.

I'm ashamed and embarrassed - even though I know enough about myself and my life to know that this has been coming for a long time. A really, really long time.

I'm weary and my heart is heavy and as much as I'd like to post something silly and funny, I just can't bring myself to do it today.

I hope you understand.

5 comments:

POD said...

I don't understand but I will cope.
I hope you didn't murder anyone.
Did you do this meltdown at work in front of management?
Anyway, good luck.
(thanks for your post late yesterday - they totally screwed me but for different reasons.)

kristi said...

Oh no!!! Here's a big ::hug::. I hope the meltdown wasn't as big of a deal as it first seems and that you can look back in a day (week, year, or decade) and laugh. Hang in there.

Patty said...

I hope everything is okay. Your sense of humor is definitely missed. Be better soon!

Ginger said...

I'm sorry Anne. Seriously. And at the same time it is OK to lose your shit sometimes. We all do.

Whatever happened will be a past event soon. Breathe through it. It is passing.

Love you.

SuperDave said...

I had one of those moments today. Luckily I stopped and went for a run, which helped. Big psycho stress reliever for me.